They look at me as if I'm a monster, but they don't know that monsters live inside our body. We are our own monster. // They see me as someone so heartless, but how can that be, if I can feel my heart constrict in so much pain. // They assume I'm tough, but that was just me trying to be strong. // They thought they know me, but the truth is no one does. // I am a combination of fortune and misadventures. // Most of the time I am deeply consumed by destructive thoughts inside my head. // Child of The Almighty Man above.
Will you dare to love someone who has a broken heart and soul? I mean, even if you already know that she’s a mess? Would you still continue to pursue her? Even if she’s not like the other girls that you like? Even when she’s always in search of ice cream or sour tape candies when she’s sad? Would you still love someone who’d ignore you and tell you to leave her because she believes that she’s not worthy of love at all? That as early as possible, you should save yourself from getting hurt? She’d tell you that even though she really wants someone to hold onto her tightly. Would you still want to love a girl who always sees the negative side of life? Who occassionally cries because of her past? Is it even possible for someone to stay in love with this kind of person and never gets tired of understanding her until she becomes better? Or will he also leave once she told him to leave?
This is someone dying while having an MRI scan. Before you die, your brain releases tons and tons of endorphins that make you feel a range of emotions. Tragically beautiful.
